Ex girlfriend got engaged tonight. Very happy for her.
I remain alone, broken, and filled with broken glass and spiders.
I just thought to myself, “what can I do tonight to put me in a good mood?” and literally the only thing that came to mind was record shopping. I am aware of what an awful sign that is. I need a change N O W.
Went last minute to see Sheer Mag at the Cake Shop and now my throat hurts from yelling over bands to my friend about how awful my life is. I’m a good time. Tonight was weird.
Today someone I haven’t spoken to in over a decade messaged me on facebook and asked if I still make mixtapes. Rest assured, until the day the final cassette stereo is destroyed, I will be making mixtapes.